Studying for a degree I don’t want (feeling like a failure)

Head to https://squarespace.com/katharina to save 10% off your first purchase of a website or domain using code "KATHARINA" This video turned out quite long, chatty and I may ramble a bit but I feel that it’s my obligation (and desire) to share my perspective and experiences. Studying at university whilst balancing out other aspects of life tends to be glamourised on social media but to me, it’s a must that we discuss the less beautiful parts of it. I hope you learnt something from this video or resonate a bit with some of what I say. Share your thoughts in the comments if you’d like and I’d really appreciate it. I’m sure it’ll make me, you and others feel less alone. strava https://www.strava.com/athletes/67275176 instagram https://www.instagram.com/katharinaschneiderr/ music provided by Epidemic Sounds https://share.epidemicsound.com/n23faf I record with DJI osmo pocket 3 and edit in Final Cut Pro timestamps: 0:00 I feel like a failure 1:30 consequences for my future 2:16 My Intentions with this video 2:39 picking up motivation for the second semester 4:03 Am I good enough? Can I handle uni? 4:47 What I can / can’t do (crushed my dreams) 5:55 Unrealistic grades I must achieve now 6:41 Why Japan? 8:00 Maybe I am not supposed to be studying 9:13 Prioritise studying, YouTube or/and social media 10:36 why I continue 11:06 succes isn’t measured in numbers 11:58 Can I spend a semester in Japan or not? 13:04 we are not alone 15:13 let’s talk about this