today i’m back on my absolute chaos save: the sims 4 100 baby x black widow challenge (57/100). the rules are simple and unhinged: i’m trying to have 100 different babies with 100 different men, and once i’m pregnant… the dad goes straight to the “shed” (aka the basement) and meets one of our lovely little exit strategies (starvation, pools/piranhas, or the infamous fire composting toilet). then i add them to the backyard graveyard and update my spreadsheet like the organized menace i am. in this episode we successfully get pregnant again — adve baby is on the way and chat picked the name dr. phil, which is so cursed i love it. before we really get into simming, we also have a pretty real mental health chat. i talk about why i keep the mental health tag on stream, how i approach it (safe space, no medical advice), and what’s helped me when therapy wasn’t accessible — like checking in with a primary care doctor, exploring meds if that’s right for you, journaling, and most importantly not sitting in the isolation alone. then we’re right back to flirting, woohoo bush logistics, toddler skill-grinding, and me renovating the murder basement/pool area because apparently i can never just do one thing at a time.