In this little get-ready-with-me moment, I’m playing with a few products while I talk through a very real adulting question: should I spend Christmas and New Year’s Eve in Bali alone? I start with the Trick Tar She’s That Girl Blush (it’s a cream + powder situation) and yes, I fully admit I’m a blush-blinder person. I love looking extra alive and rosy, and I’m not here to be subtle about it. Then I share the cutest interaction I had walking home from the MRT with no makeup on—this girl handing out charity flyers assumed I was a student and told me to “study hard” because my laptop looked heavy. It genuinely made my day and it’s such a reminder that people’s tiny comments can shift your whole mood. After that, I test the Glow Recipe Ice Spinx (it literally smells like white grape to me) and I also try the Ever Even SPF 50 dry water soothing sun mist. The big takeaway: I’m going to Bali for one month, and I’m trying to decide if I stay through the holidays for the vibes or fly back and forth. My yoga program ends on the 20th, but there’s a class on the 26th I really want—so leaving for Christmas might mean an annoying extra flight. I’m asking you guys to help me choose: lonely… or iconic solo holiday reset?