In this Christian mom vlog, I’m being real with y’all about where I’ve been—because your girl has been going through it in the first trimester trenches. I’m about three months along, and I’ve been trying to find a balance between motherhood, pregnancy, time with God, and self-care… and if I’m honest, my time with God and my self-care have been strained. I talk about how I feel like when I get pregnant, I lose myself and slip into too much idleness, and how it’s been taking a toll on my mental health. I’m not trying to be perfect—I’m just trying to get back on track and fall back into a routine. I also share what’s been going on at home, like toddler behavior and the clingy phase (mamas, you get it), and how I literally sat down with God like, “Lord, I need You to intervene.” I open up about how hard this pregnancy has been—nausea, throwing up, losing weight—and how I feel like it’s testing my faith. Then I bring you along for little steps forward: getting myself together, family time out with Michael, and a quick reset the next day because we had inspections and I needed the house in order.