In this JC diaries ep, I’m basically living through exam week and trying to survive a 50 HOURS studylog without fully crashing out (but also… I did crash out). I start off doing Chemical Energetics and I swear I nearly lost it because energy cycles just do not make sense in my head. I was trying to do all the even-numbered questions (like 10 total), but I ended up staring at the answer key and feeling so unproductive, then panicking because I didn’t even time my YPT properly. Classic. After my brain got too fried, I went to work out to reset, then came back to grind again. I did 3 hours 24 minutes and finished 16 questions—some with help, but still, hard work okay. I also went back to school to pass something, got scared walking around the dark gates, and then met Ray earn and nan. Later I studied at the library and honestly, library is so good when you’re locked in… but it was also super quiet and kind of sad because I ended up alone. If you’re also studying during exam season, consider this your sign that you’re not the only one struggling—just keep going, trust.