hi gang, long time no post 😭 in this jc diaries ep i’m basically running on fumes but still trying to show up for everything. i start the vlog super dead (like actually woke up from the dead) because i had a 3-hour meeting the night before, then it’s straight into more meetings + class chaos (class starts in 2 minutes and half the class isn’t even there LOL). i also tried that “white monster + coffee” kind of vibe by mixing my leftover coffee with monster and… wait it tastes not bad?? the rest of the video is very “jc life, but make it unhinged”: i spend like 2.5 hours going through lecture notes and still can’t do the questions, so yes i asked DeepSeek for help and felt damn bad about it. i film for a TRG part video, eat mala (back to my roots), and then i attempt to lock in at night at the windy benches—which is actually windy and not sweaty like the canteen. there’s also founders’ day vibes, random exploring, thinking we heard fireworks (then it might be thunder??), and just little moments with my friends that make school feel less sian. takeaway: i’m not always locked in, but i’m still trying, and the night school vibes are kinda healing.