In this jc diaries ep.10, I basically spiral through peak JC chaos: trying to cram last-minute chem + bio before tutorials, realising both lecture notes are like 38 pages each, and then slowly accepting that I’m not finishing everything (because… I’m literally just copying and still drawing it wrong). I got home early, tried to grind with Monster, and hit that moment where it’s only 11:30pm but I already feel the caffeine wearing off. Still, I’d rather at least do the lectures so when my teachers go through tutorials, I can kind of understand what’s going on. Then the all-nighter era happens. I’m up at 4:02am doing council stuff I can’t show, running purely on fear of missing the deadline, and later I’m freezing, behind schedule, and trying to survive school until 12:30 while everything is due. I come home looking absolutely gone, debate sleeping for two hours, and then… don’t sleep at all because my proposal gets returned and I need to edit it. It’s very “going insane” but also very real—sometimes you just do what you can, submit, and move on (with a little bit of bigbacking + small happy moments in between).