In this video I’m really filling y’all in on where I’ve been, because being gone for seven, eight months is way too freaking long. First, I had to say thank you—because even while I was absent, y’all still subscribed, still commented, still checked on me, and that means more than you know. I missed my channel, I missed my supporters, and I’m sorry for disappearing, but I genuinely needed a break. The truth is I was working 80 hours a week with two full-time jobs, trying to be a full-time YouTuber on top of that, and I got burnt out. I hit creator’s block, my consistency fell off, and my body basically chose rest for me. And yes—God was in the middle of it. I’m a firm believer that everything happens for a reason, and I truly feel like this season forced me to slow down, strengthen my relationship with God, and heal in areas I didn’t even realize were affecting my adulthood. I also talk about mental health—depression, anxiety, even suicidal thoughts—and I remind you it’s okay to feel it, but don’t let yourself stay there. I’m choosing to do little things that make me happy again—doing my makeup, fixing up a wig, taking pictures, and showing up. I’m back, and what’s for me will always be for me.