It’s Sunday night (like 10:30-ish) and I’m basically having a real-time yap sesh about how overthinking has been killing my dreams. I haven’t posted since November, and every month I do the same cycle: I get an idea, I overthink it, I crash out, and then I just watch my life pass by because I’m not actually doing the thing. So I decided I’m rebranding again (for like the seventh/eighth time) and I’m just going to post even when it feels “cringe” and not perfect. In this video I’m literally showing up as-is—hair not perfect, toner pads on—because I’m trying to break my obsession with perfection, especially on social media. I’ll get inspired on a Wednesday, tell myself I’ll film on Sunday and post Monday, and then Sunday comes and my ADHD brain either forgets or finds an excuse. My takeaway for myself is simple: I need to stop waiting for the perfect moment and just be accountable by posting the non-perfect side. Also, shoutout to my friends (Liz, Grace, Ross, and Joe) for encouraging me to try again—even when I don’t want people to see me trying.