In this vlog I’m sharing a post-op doctor visit update for my amputated thumb, and I’m also talking about how Raynaud’s and my autoimmune stuff plays into healing and day-to-day life. I have several chronic illnesses (Raynaud’s, Lupus, Scleroderma/CREST, gastroparesis, and more), and I’ve had 7 fingers amputated, so these appointments are just part of my normal routine now. I vlog because it genuinely helps me get through the pain and the stress—talking it out with you while I keep creating makes the hard days feel a little less heavy. I also weave in the “real life” side of coping: crafting every day, finding small joys, and letting crochet and art be a soft place to land when my body is doing the most. Cute, kawaii amigurumi is still my favorite thing to crochet, and even when I’m not feeling great, having yarn, a project, and a chat with you gives me something steady to hold onto. If you’re dealing with chronic illness too, I hope this update makes you feel less alone and reminds you it’s okay to take things one moment at a time. It’s a beautiful day to crochet—right where you are.