How I am healing after I lost my father | Lesson from Bhagavad Gita

I lost my dad unexpectedly the day after Ganesh Chaturthi. The shock shook me to the core. Depression, insomnia and panic attacks are my constant companions for the last 3.5 weeks. Bhagavad Gita is my compass that will lead me to wisdom and light. For now I allow myself time to accept the reality that he is gone and grieve. In a few days is his birthday and I just want to tell him how much I love him and miss him. Dear friends if you have ever had even the slightest friendly affection for me, I would be forever grateful if you can say a prayed to Shri Krishna for my dad. In one video he expressed his gratitude to the people of Bharat who were praying for him for his speedy recovery after his heart surgery. This is the video: https://youtu.be/0ut3nSXSoQw?si=WvBpF726BOJDfoTZ