Moisturizer

“[Music] and my room is a mess i think i'm gonna clean before we get going so for today's plan i just missed you guys and i just miss oh my god okay i have a few errands to run but i don't plans so i have a plan pick up at a mall because uh if you guys aren't caught up i'm still very much into plants like nintendo smoke shopping but anyway yeah i am going to be cleaning my room and then maybe i'll look into my greenhouse later and then we're going to pick up the plant i don't know if ellen saying he likes among the plants but hopefully this vlog keeps you entertained anyway and you're just going to watch me clean i missed this i miss vlogging i miss talking to myself okay i said on the way now mounts for the camera not just the phone it's a car or should i just use my phone whenever i'm vlogging some car comment down below why did i say below like that below comment down below imagine if a ghost was just here and then i was talking like that saying anyway we've been new i'm like weird so how's life it's been really hard for me i underestimated the fact now super hero balance no academics and uploading to youtube and kudos to people that actually could do that i just don't know the hard part for me is the editing i can film but editing really long videos like my my hauls and i have a haul that that bakuni film for guys i'm not even kidding so you go like 50 50 clothing items and that's a haul and i'm not like mentally prepared to edit that video i think i'm just going to do a two-parter yeah you guys can't see me hello beautiful people it is the next day yesterday because and basically hindi um because i don't know right there young plant na mcdeliver peanut delivered as a house and then i got the plant but afternoon domination just hang out and then i fell asleep and then i went home i didn't go to the gym but today's on monday and you know as kylie jenner once said never miss a monday so yeah this is my stay right now i'm not wearing any makeup i do have like pimple patches like right over there i don't know what's wrong with my skin but i've never broken out like this before the last time i broke up like this i was undergoing puberty and i'm pretty sure 21 years old i'm not going through february so i don't know what's happening with my skin but pantene cool when i first started investing in skin care i feel like my skin has gotten worse like it gets better and then it gets like really really bad i don't know if the philippines smart thing accutane need to but i really want to go on accutane or something i just feel like i need it at this point that's where we're at right now i'm gonna go outside i have some greenhouse things to do because i needed to get something because i wouldn't have vlogged i really am planning if you guys didn't know i'm sure you don't because hindi gonna share on my social media or anything mainly on my plant instagram but i'm getting a like spot greenhouse made outside so i want to transfer my plaid shop outside for hindiako short if i can do it but i do want to move these babies outside so yeah let's go out i'm gonna bring my portable cooling fan so brown in it so yeah i'm just gonna do some greenhouse things and time-lapses [Music] hey besties what is up it has been a couple of days i'm not even gonna lie since i really sat down i mean since i really vlogged it is currently friday it's 1 42 in the afternoon i had a really late start to the day because i've been sleeping at 3am again so i've been waking up at 11 which is really bad and i hate waking up late so as you can see from my state right now ullah makeup i did take a shower earlier and then i went outside to my garden and organized a little bit so it has been i just said my piercing anyway so we are going to be turning this into something i don't know i'm already cute but i just want to get dressed for the day this is how i do my everyday makeup my no makeup makeup routine yeah i don't know what tutorial or whatever so i'm really sorry about that what is up everyone while i do my makeup we might as well catch up i'm gonna be honest and i just haven't been in the mood to film or to edit i mean i have i keep telling myself that i'm hall but the process i don't think you guys understand how hard the process is i have to bring everything to kondo and that's where i film my hauls and my try ons and then i have to edit like a 40 minute clip of me just sitting and showing you the clothing it means setting up like 15 minutes that's one of the reasons why i haven't uploaded a new haul even though i literally have a hamper a basket full of clothing i have to film yeah it's really bad plus the next reason why is my school naco so it's hard to balance my deadlines with school and my deadlines with you know social media every time i upload on youtube i always say this is the comeback i'm gonna be uploading every single week but it just doesn't happen because busy with life with school with things behind the scenes so i'm really sorry that every time i upload on youtube it's like i'm back but then i disappear again for a month next step after my contacts is put on moisturizer so my moisturizer is just the nivea soft whatever i've had this stuff for such a long time i know this isn't like the best moisturizer in the market right now and my face is i've never broken out like this in my life i thought this beer of my skin is was over because you know that was not gonna be pretty girl i'm 21 years old i shouldn't be breaking out like this but i am the skincare routine that i have right now is kind of keeping it at bay but i'm also not sure if it's making it worse honestly truly like i don't know what to do with my skin most of these are scars and it's really frustrating because but once the scars are like starting to heal and then marinade among one or two pimples popping up so it's just kind of like a never-ending cycle which is really frustrating i'm just trying to keep consistent and be positive and also i've been using less products as much as possible you know if you look at my older videos my skin was 10 out of 10”

“i only used like a facial cleanser and moisturizer but then i started using like all these products on my skin and i feel like it's gotten worse because i use so much product on my skin to get what i'm saying i hope i'm making sense but anyway next step is in my sunscreen braziderm is how you say frezzy durham sunscreen color build up technology and tinted so this is tinted and it's like my favorite sunscreen i just have to curse i also have the clear one young woolen color but look at the coverage on this guys do you see it just moves out your skin and it's like the perfect color for my skin tone it also doesn't give me a white cast and honestly when i use this sunscreen i don't do concealer on an everyday basis i don't wear foundation i don't wear anything so this just helps me like this just smooths out like the imperfections and the colorations on my skin on an everyday basis because i just don't like wearing makeup every day like concealer and foundation and stuff and i know you're supposed to reapply your foundation i mean your sunscreen all throughout the day but i just use like i just apply this once and that's it usually every day the next step after my sunscreen is like my brows and then lipped it and then that's it but since we're going all out today i'm gonna be using the elf for this putty primer so yeah once that's done i look really weird right now once that's done i do do my base first and then i start doing my brows so next is concealer i use the same same whatever concealer and i bought so many shades of this and i am using the shade 2”