Eyeliner

“probably this is my second palette [Music] i didn't used to look like this this isn't there oh wait this is their old version and they have a new version now the la laguna colors so i like this one better and this is face out already but my mom bought two before they faced out so nice to have this [Music] i started doing my brows at a really young age maybe i'm trying to remember when i first started doing my brows i remember my mom used to take her chanel eyebrow get out in the car and she would do it before leaving the car because i couldn't hear from the wall coming and she would just like do it because she i got my brows from her she also has really thin and sparse asian brows you know as asians who have like really thin hair she's chinese so her brows are really sparse like mine actually mine is already a lot thicker compared to hers i remember seeing her do that and used to think you're so weird like what are you doing but then i got bullied at school i remember specifically you know also ask fm there's a school party it was called campus pop i don't we used to have that every year that was junior high we stabbed every year girls would dress up according to the dress school but you know we would always break the dress code um so i'm going to zoom in for a hole because i'm going to be doing my eyeliner anyway i keep getting sidetracked i'm going to be going in with my anastasia brow powder i've had this for such a long time and um i attended the school dance and i specifically remember someone went into my ask fm someone wrote on my ask with them awesome i was maybe 13”

“i don't really remember how old i was i'm really bad with numbers i was maybe 13 and then i looked back at the photos i uploaded on twitter and most of them were taken with flash so flash really washes you out so my brows were basically non-existent and up until that point i never really felt insecure about my brows or anything like i didn't feel anything away with my brows i just thought it was normal i didn't really think that i had to fill my brows in so that i would appear like i would have browsed so that was when my insecurity with my brows was created so thank you so much for the person that sent that mean comment on ask fm at a really fragile 13 year olds like self-confidence thank you so much for ruining my confidence myself i was only 13 years old and i was already like really insecure about that this is kind of like a life lesson to believe out there i don't know if you get off on being mean to people but your words can really affect someone and can really make them or break them for a long time i would not leave the house without filling in my brows because i was just too aware that i had no brows and i would look weird but anyway fast forward to now i'm not 21 years old i've mastered my craft with my brows and no one can tell me [ __ ] like i refuse to be told how i should be feeling about myself about certain parts of myself that i cannot change and yeah i'm just about a [ __ ] now anyway i'm gonna be doing my eyeliner a lot i receive a lot of comments about how i do my lighter on tiktok this is how i do it [Music] i don't want my eyes to be more closed off so that's that i'm gonna do the other side it's never gonna be equal but that's my lighter perfect but who cares no one's gonna look at your liner and say [ __ ] here that is it [Music] mascara has got to be like my least favorite step in this whole makeup thing curl my lashes this eyelash curler i had this lash killer for maybe 10 years just kidding maybe like nine that's also a joke this is from bench look at the difference you guys this is the maybelline colossal waterproof mascara so but you'll come and i will be vlogging some mall so i have to charge my cam the next step all that is really left to do is some bronzer and then lip tint and blush and i'm done i don't think i can finish filming this makeup look because i have to charge my cam so i will see you guys when my camera is fully charged and when i'm finished i'm back okay my camera still why am i like so zoomed in my camera is still charging but i wanted to show you guys my outfit so i'm thinking of wearing this my room is very messy i'm thinking i'm wearing this [Music] cute but i'm just concerned because the level of underboob these are my boobies i will be there here and then it's just really short it shrunk in the wash i don't know how to fix that and then i have another one wait this is the second outfit this is less skin than showing mask skin and i'm going to the mall so i think i'm sticking with this yeah i think i'm sticking with this i will wait until the charge name kamko and then i will vlog i will see you then you will not uh i won't require you to do the computation manually um of course you know how to get the data and then how we are going to process them [Music] [Music] and they need them done [Music] see it started to make sense [Music] [Music] i [Music] just for today let's take the [Music] [Music] we are picking out flowers for my mom [Applause] [Applause] foreign [Music] [Music] tell me [Music] don't forget to subscribe and hit that needed three eyes of course with the mindset called ensure your elbows are steady [Music] we just finished working out i don't know how to change the color i'm pretty sure you can but just know how [Music] so baby can we [Music] it is 8 pm [Music] [Music]”