i stopped trying to be everything and finally chose myself

a video essay based on a journal entry i wrote 💫 continuing my tradition of posting a reflective video about my past year. last year was a whirlwind, but one of my favorite years yet. a small break from my regularly scheduled vlogs, but something i wanted to create. thanks for listening ❤️ 🌷shop my favorites: https://shopmy.us/alexiseldredge/ 💌 subscribe to my weekly newsletter: https://alexiseldredge.substack.com/ socials instagram: https://www.instagram.com/alexiseldredge/ substack: https://alexiseldredge.substack.com/ tik tok: https://www.tiktok.com/@alexiseld?lang=en business inquiries: alexis.eldredge@fwbtalent.com 🪴buy my merch: https://alexiseldredge-shop.fourthwall.com/ ☕️ support the channel: https://ko-fi.com/alexiseldredge ✨shop my amazon storefront: https://www.amazon.com/shop/influencer-b5210f65 💡free notion template: https://tr.ee/ll6gQdaLMS my equipment my main camera: https://amzn.to/3C6Ubao my vlogging camera: https://amzn.to/3nrYCJ2 wide angle lens: https://amzn.to/3eUD6u0 my external hard drive: https://amzn.to/3ljNhaZ edited on: final cut pro x all music provided by epidemic sound. click here to sign up: https://www.epidemicsound.com/referral/2oypiw/ FTC disclaimer: some links in the descriptions of my videos may be affiliate links which means i receive a small commission. it is no cost to you to use the links, it is totally free. current sub count: 90,672