well...the cat distribution system finally found me!!

to be loved is to be changed 💖 Thank you to Manta Sleep for sponsoring tonights video! Check out Manta Sleep https://tinyurl.com/mryhw58x and be sure to use code "whisperland" for 10% off your order- it helps support this channel! Manta Sleep is a long time supporter of the channel so we really appreciate them 🙏 This is video is mostly a life update but of course done in an #asmr style as always! I feel a bit vulnerable about this one, I strive to always keep a relaxing and positive space here but I also want to be real with you and share the struggles that have come with this blessing. Things as wonderful as this are rarely easy so I look back at those early days and try to have compassion for myself in how hopeless I was feeling. It feels so great to be into a more regulated routine now and I'm grateful for that! And it sure makes recording a lot easier! One of the wildest parts when I rewatch this video is to compare the photo from 4:49 to the one at 8:14. Those photos are only two weeks apart.... astounding what medical treatment and fluids can do!! 🥺 Seeing her thriving now is the greatest joy. 0:00 Manta Sleep 1:45 expect the unexpected 7:00 haven't I already seen a cat on your channel? 9:47 black cat magic 10:45 the first few months were tough 15:30 remembering May and Dawn 17:20 lots of healing, but are we ready? 19:58 the gremlin's reward Check out my official online store for my merch and illustrations- https://www.albinwonderland.com/ I also have prints, t-shirts and tote bags available with my illustrations on them! You can check them out here- https://albinwonderland.threadless.com/ My Bluesky: https://bsky.app/profile/albinwonderland.bsky.social Follow me here on Tiktok- https://www.tiktok.com/@albinwhisperland Check out my ASMR focused instagram account and please give a follow! http://instagram.com/albinwhisperland Here are some other places you can find me on the internet: http://instagram.com/albinwonderland https://www.twitch.tv/albinwonderland https://www.patreon.com/alb https://twitter.com/albinwonderland