In this vlog, I sit down and get really honest about something I’ve been wrestling with this year: do I regret moving to New Zealand? I take you through my thoughts as a South African living abroad, and I share the emotional side of starting over in a new country—especially when the year is wrapping up and you’re feeling all the “what am I doing?” moments. It’s not just a highlight reel; it’s me reflecting on the reality of building a life somewhere new. I also bring you along for the end-of-year motions—those everyday routines that hit differently when you’re far from home. I talk about what’s been heavy, what I’ve learned, and why December holidays feel like such a needed reset. If you’re thinking about immigrating, teaching abroad, or you’re already in the expat trenches, this one is for you: honest feelings, real-life adjustment, and a reminder that mixed emotions don’t mean you made the wrong choice.