Cocaine, Cancer, and Assisted Suic*de-Lindsey Guttilla and Ashley Hamilton

Soft White Underbelly interview and portrait of death doula, Lindsey Guttilla and cancer patient, Ashley Hamilton. Get 10% off your first month at https://betterhelp.com/softwhiteunderbelly. Whatever heaviness you carry, therapy with BetterHelp can help you feel lighter in 2026. #sponsored For ad-free, uncensored videos and plenty of exclusive content please subscribe to the Soft White Underbelly subscription channel at softwhiteunderbelly.com. It's $10 a month and watchable on Apple and Android mobile apps, Roku TV, Apple TV and Amazon Fire. 0:00 The Kind of Tired Sleep Can’t Fix 4:42 Four Lokos and Cancer Treatments 7:40 The Illusion of Control 10:51 Sponsor: BetterHelp 12:13 The Fallout of Cancer 18:45 Childhood, Armor, and Survival 28:49 The Overdose That Changed Everything 34:41 A Cancer Doctors Don’t Understand 43:00 Thinking About Switzerland 45:33 His Daughter Doesn’t Know 52:56 A Real Inventory of a Life 1:14:49 Connection Before the End Here's how to purchase the Soft White Underbelly books and merch: https://softwhiteunderbelly.org #swu #softwhiteunderbelly #documentary #marklaita #death #deathdoula